How I proposed to her
We all have a special person in our lives, with whom, we become the most childish 😜
Person in the world. Just by seeing that person, a wonderful smile comes on your face. You start to shine suddenly. The person becomes your strength and courage in your dreadful time and always support you in your decisions.
I also have a person, and she is my spirit. Yes, a girl, who provided meaning to my life.
Today I am going to share a short post about her.
When I met her first
It was not a great time for me, I was vulnerable and exhausted, with my life. I had some personal reasons and I will share them in my further post.
When I saw her the first time, I was not in love. This was normal like always, nothing more nothing less. But, somewhere in my deep heart, I started having some feelings for her, but I was not conscious about my feelings.
We did not often use to communicate, I used to try to start the conversation because she was not nice in expressing or initiating any talk. Still, when our bond is too strong, she does not often share her feelings and keep them in her lovely heart.
Before knowing, How I fell in love with her. You have to know, about her.
She is emotional, but she never expresses that. She always tries to look like Hitler but seriously, this Hitler is too much cute, I would like to surrender myself. She has not so many friends, she has a few friends but still, she loves to spend most of her time, either with me or with herself.
She is not a gregarious sort of girl, she prefers to be in either my company or her own. She is a bit of sort tempered but never gets furious at me so easily until I do some stupid things to have some little fights with her.
We have spent quite a decent time in a relationship, but she never fights, never asks me for anything . She is too polite to me, until I make her angry by my foolish doings, as I said.
She is a helpful girl, she can not see any person crying and always rush for help if someone is in need. She loves animals, that's why I met her🤣🤣.
Apart from animals and me, she loves to watch horror movies, listen to horror stories and create art paintings, she too makes fabulous paintings. She is good at cooking too and incredibly helpful by nature, she even wishes those persons, who hate her, on their special occasions. She does not get envious by seeing others succeed and always cheer up for their achievements.
She is a good storyteller and I can listen to her, for eternity. You can talk about hours and hours to her, about horror things and animals. In her cute voice, even horror things become that cute, I say ( bhoot, waah Kitna pyara word hai 🤣🤣).
I can record and play her voice on loop and listen to her 24×7, she has got an extremely cute voice.
She is extremely beautiful, her eyes are just like paradise, her hair is like a peaceful breeze, and her lips are like, I just want to hold her tight by the waist and kiss her badly. I have never seen such beautiful eyes because no one has, except her. She is the prettiest girl in the whole universe. This might offend other girls but this is a fact no one can even imagine to give her competition in cuteness.
Oh sorry, I am off the track, I just become unconscious about talking to her.
So how I fell in love with her, I don't have reasons, because I just like her presence.
I had met many girls, even 3 girls had proposed to me, but I refused their proposal because I was waiting for her. The very first time I blushed so much around a girl, she was my first love and last too, I never had that feeling. When I did not see her, I became worried and that day of mine used to pass in darkness.
But I waited to ensure if it is just attraction or true love. When I had that same feeling for a month, I knew, she is the one. I will
Write a post about, how to know if you are in attraction or real love.
See became my habit, her smile makes my day, and without her, I felt like an empty body with a soul. After I had my answer that I am now in true love, I decided to propose to her.
I knew that even she loves me, but she would never propose to me, and this is the characteristic of girls not gigantic stuff.
But proposing to her, was not an easy task, because she was not like other girls, who are friendly with boys. I did not know, how she would react or maybe attack🤣🤣🤣
Because of that fear, I decided to make her my Instagram friend and start some normal conversation, but still, I was so scared to do that because she is a bit strict kind of a girl and does not tolerate any sort of odd talks with anyone.
So first I decided to send her a friend request, but she did not accept it, while she sent me a friend request, and I accepted it. She liked all my profile pics, but still, I was confused if she is interested or not.
So then, I found a new trick because I had decided to make her mine, so I utilized all my brainpower to propose to her, I started making Instagram status, with some questions and tried to know her opinion.
Questions were such as:-
Would you like to travel the world with me?
Her answer - yes
Would you like to come on a date?
Her answer - yes
How do you see me?
As a friend, as a brother or as a lover
Her answer - as a friend
Would you accept my proposal, if I propose to you?
Her answer - yes
I know this is kind of weird but I was just in infatuation.
When she said, yes, I would accept your proposal. I started to feel, ja keh de, ab kya exit poll karwyayega, but again I lost my confidence because she was too strict yaar, I was afraid if she attacks me and kills me🤣🤣
But, one day she messaged me. Sumit, can I ask you something? Do not misunderstand me, I said ok. Are those questions for me.
I said I don't know. She said tell me if it was for me or not.
Somehow I said yes to her, and was afraid too, she said I don't have feelings for you, sorry. I lost consciousness like my soul had left my body. She said, can we become good friends, I said yes.
But, I started thinking, if she doesn't love me, why did she answer? all the questions, were yes. And I did not sleep the whole night and my night passed in anxiety and depression.
I was thinking, my first love is now over.
The next day, she messaged, GM. I replied like a flash. We started chatting from that day and, after 4 or 5 days, she messaged, " I love you". I was like, seriously, am I in a dream? Literally, She said, " I love you".
I started thinking, if she had no feelings for me, but how can a person have feelings for someone in just 5 days. Then, I found my answer.
She was always in love with me, she was just experimenting with me if I leave her just by saying, she does not have feelings for me or stay, because true love never gives up.
I passed my love test and now we both are happy together.
I did not mention everything here, because if I start to write about her, then I must write a book.
I also did not mention her name, her age or many things about her, because of privacy reasons.
Just wait for our book and where the world will know our love story, and it will be a legacy.
I love you, my soul
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